I have like good natural skill in school subjects but my brain actively tries to reduce that skill and make me worse by being lazy or selfish or mentally ill or something

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bye blue

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what do you mean by selfish>

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Sometimes I think a lot of selfish things

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Ive been trying to get better and be less of a hypocrite sometimes

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can u give an example of selfish things u do?

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hii ! -el

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?

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hi el!

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hi-skyler

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talking to green

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hi-yellow

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Im bad at expressing my feelings

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hi cyan!! -el

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And putting them into words

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guys!!!!!! i think i have a thing called Prader-Willi syndrome-alexa

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sorry lol

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hii everyone ! -el

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thats okay. feelings are hard

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I have Velo-Cardio-Facial Syndrome lol.

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luckily the age expecting is like to 20's-alexa

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It causes a lot of various symptoms.

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I feel like no one around me cares if i am alive or dead

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alexa--try to talk to professional about that to get diagnosis

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am i white or black?

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depends on light or dark mode ig

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oh ok.

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gray

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I really want people to be obsessed with me and love me even though I know that’s unreasonable

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My brother is the golden child

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i don't know how to change the mode on my comp.

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idk how tho....-alexa

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I wish people thought about how beautiful I am when I walk by on the street or something

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I'm sure ur beautiful green.

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have you guys ever had a girlfriend

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no

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we all have our own beautiful parts

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I know that i will never mean anything to anyone not even my own family and its Killing me on the inside every day

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I can't smile so good-my smile is small.

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no--ive kissed them before

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