i talked to my new therapist about some stuff that happened but idk i just couldent tell her all the stuff-alexa

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I like those people more than myself too so I get it

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i have a therapist too alexa.

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love doesnt run out. u can like more than one person

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i like three people lol.

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u can love a lot of different things

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and we all have messed up stuff

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and those are the only three i would go with-most people i would say no.

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guys im so cooked, charred even -andy

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legit everyone. we all make dumb mistakes and hate stuff even the perfect ones

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I want to know that people will cry when im dead

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do u still have family green?

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I want them to sing songs about me

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i relapse last week, ive been making myself throw up and been counting all my calories, have had lot's of panic attacks lately and had to unfriend my friends....-alexa

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I want people to write books about me

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im so fucked omg -andy

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ive had a hard last few weeks....but idk how to talk about it-alexa

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why andy?-alexa

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u can write a book green about urself some people publish on amazon.

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i write fiction.

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theres a guy that i like, but he's 18 -andy

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....how old r u?-alexa

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...15...-andy

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green--you gotta live life to have somethign to write about

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i wonder if that was my jayjay :)

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uh, blue can u talk to yellow about this....-alexa

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I suck at everything

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yk ur 48 so.....-alexa

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sure alexa.

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Well not reallt

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lmaooo -andy

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But Im not good enough at anything to be notable

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andy go ahead and talk to blue about this-alexa

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green--sometimes they will. sometimes they wont. what matters is if it makes you happy

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i brb-alexa

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ok.

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Im kinda good at say, drawing, but other people are also good or even better at drawing so why would someone bother caring about my drawings

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he's 18, and im 15, weve kinda been hanging out n shit but i jst dont know what to do, cause like, I WANT THIS MANNNN (he prob dont want me tho) -andy

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i know what u mean i'm a writer and i get rejected a lot.

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i cant draw at all! that sounds awesome. u get better the more u do it

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