bros i kissed the dude ive been talking to lately today

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i felt nothing and i feel so bad

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Oh man, I’m sorry Red. -Ango

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heyyy im here

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like bro i just regret like almost leading him on thinking id change my mind

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but he called me his gf today to someone and i feel bad too late now i cant back out

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I feel like I’m faking everything that’s wrong with me. But then again it’s really fucking me up so. -Ango

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ill just give him a good time ig and then dump him in a month or two

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Why can’t I be better.

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should i kill myself

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I really would like to be real. I just don’t feel that way anymore.

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I wish someone would listen, or at least let me help them. I’m useless without a job. -Ango

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And my joints hurt.

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I’ll never be a parent. I’ll never get to.

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I’ll never get my own apartment.

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I’ll never marry that girl.

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I’ll never make it.

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They’re moving much too fast.

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I’m stuck.

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If I weren’t a coward, I’d hang myself today.

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HEY CYAN!

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I JUST WANNA SAY YOURE REALLY AWESOME

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you mean a whole lot to everyone in your life, and as hard as things seem rn

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youre gonna make it out

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Thank you Red, the same to you.

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even if you have to swear and kick and scream through it you will be okay one day

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I’m not sure you’recorrect, but thank you.

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trust me, ive been where youre at

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maybe not EXACTLY under the same circumstances, but it was pretty bleak for me

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Are you alright now?

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and yet even though it left a gaping wound in me, I made it out, and im working on patching myself back up

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Do you need reassurance?

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for the most part, still healing haha

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no no no im okay :)

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i appreciate it tho

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genuinely

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That’s good. Take care of yourself.

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My sister complains about life, but she has friends and a gf and parents that freaking care and me. I had no friends, no parents, no one. I had only myself and I feel unfair but I'm also happy for her

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I need a diagnosis. Or a lot of caffiene, and ibuprofen. I just have one week left.

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I went to their parent teacher meeting. Nobody went to mine or if they did, they would only get angry at me. I would be insulted and they get praises

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