I already felt like I sucked at everything now Im not even good at a mental illness

41661 - 

i got so fricking happy when i finally got a the bit of my drawing right after like 3 days of failing-alexa

34871 - 

do you guys watch youtube or tiktok

41660 - 

greetings

41347 - 

green, can i know what ed u have?-alexa

34871 - 

if so what do you watch

41660 - 

I watch youtube, and good for u alexa

41659 - 

Idek

41661 - 

Greetings!

41659 - 

Idk if its extreme enough to call anorexia but thats the closest I could say

41661 - 

gordon ramsay

41347 - 

Youtube mostly

41658 - 

anyone want to google meet?-skyler

36209 - 

mhh yh, i have a mix of B.E.D and bulimia-alexa

34871 - 

I cant :p

41659 - 

im bored as hell

41660 - 

mt yellow-skyler

36209 - 

fr yellow-alexa

34871 - 

Same yellow

41659 - 

i aint gonna lie

41660 - 

when i come off of here ima just

41660 - 

I try to restrict but I end up eating a lot of little snacks until Ive eaten like a normal amount of calories

41661 - 

The lowest Ive ever managed to restrict is like 1000 calories or something and that was hard and only happened once

41661 - 

.

41660 - 

mhhhh, yh that's ur brain being like "yk what u need to eat" "but the no eating!" -alexa

34871 - 

Other people with this disorder would probably be scared by the amount I eat and that makes me feel even worse

41661 - 

hello

41660 - 

Ho

41663 - 

Hi

41663 - 

yellow--what do you like to do? for fun

41658 - 

Welcome!

41659 - 

Thx!

41663 - 

with my ed, i eat a lot and then don't eat for a long time and some times when i eat i just go puke it up-alexa

34871 - 

How are u white?

41659 - 

I dont have the willpower to not eat for a long time

41661 - 

how do i change my color

41660 - 

colors r random

41658 - 

same green-alexa

34871 - 

I feel a bit weird how are you guys

41663 - 

Wait am i white

41663 -