We all want to die on some level. Much in the same way we want to live. Despite wanting to die. Here I am. Alive.

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i forgot them

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I actually forgot them

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Has anyone woken billy armstrong up yet?

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I wish my brain would shut up

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Life is just a game and we are all pawns in some higher beings story. We are the backround characters keeping the system moving. Over all life is just a illusion just as time. Im just waiting to die

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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i hate intrusive thougts

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SIGMA

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i hate my body

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i wish i wasnt so fucking uglh and fat and disgustinf

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I never asked to be here. I never asked to be alive. I just want my brain to leave me alone. My thoughts are too intrusive make me over think my life.

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real yellow

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So real

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I don't disagree with you yellow, but why do all those things exist?

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I tell myself i wanna die yet im so scared to try. I dont want to dissapoint everyone i care about but i manage to anyway. I pretend like im okay cause im scared what i would be like if i was happy

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im so miserable its driving me knsnsn

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inssne

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butnmy parents wont helo me

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I have so many "friends" dont trust them anyway. The more friends i have the personalities i have to keep up. No one wants to listen to me and my thoughts. They tell me i can talk to them but idc

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im so tired

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The hardest question ive ever been asked was. "What do you like about yourself" took a look and mirror and had to turn around. Couldve sworn i saw a demon but it was just my reflection

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it makes me feel sick

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im so desperate for some relief from my misery but there is none

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I cry myself to sleep at night to keep it all in. Silent screams go unheard but aint that the purpose?

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yellow that was so real. -el

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Music is my outlet yet im to afraid to share. Im afraid of people judging me. Yet in the end they only pity me and make me feel unheard

41431 - 

i kinda wish someone was there to hear those screams-- but they wouldn't get it. theyd think im weird or stupid for doing what i did or pretend like they understand.

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I want out of this system never asked to be alive... Im happy sometimes but i cant remember what it feels like its like an empty pit keeps me suffering

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ive been clean for a while but my ma is making it so damn hard. -el

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i try to get help try to pull myself out. But then something chokes me and pushes me back down. It tells me lies and whispers in the back of my mind. I know they are lies but i believe them still

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shes such a perfectionistand shes so sensitive. Im scared. every time we speak its a fight and she turns my dad away from me too. she always says im undeserving, stupid, not supposed to be born..

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if i dont get 100 she'll hate me

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she always says how horrid i am

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that she wishes i wasnt born. that im not perfect like her

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btu i didnt ask to be born, was I?

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no.

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wish i wasnt either.

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she just always does this.

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does she not realize what hurts and what doesnt?

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