but some songs i listen to felt like a hug

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a well needed hug i could use about right now lmao

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i'm stupid

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i've made things worse

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and now its almost midnight again and ihave to move my stupid countdown to 46 days

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what am i even supposed to make of those

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whatamievendoign

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goihwgto

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mari are you still there?

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Countdown?

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yea

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What is this countdown for?

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its nothing

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efiggy

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huh

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dont even think about the countdown

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i thought you left

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its not for anything

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just my birthday

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part of me feels like maybe it would be better if I wasn't around anymore because people blame me for everything and they take things out on me and target me

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A countdown to your birthday would not restart.

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but why call it the countdown when its your bday? are you planning something?

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people hate me everywhere and no matter where I go

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its nothing

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birthday that's all

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sweet 16

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i wanna make it good

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I hope that it is good.

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sweet 16, what are your plans that day?

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nothing no plans

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its more of the day before

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that okand

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eoigweihogr

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ANYWAYS

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how come you're a wreck mari?

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I just don't see the point of being around anymore if all I get is hate left and right

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what's wrong?

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its just school stuff

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work overload?

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I don't know why I keep coming back here, I feel like I can type and type but I never actually get anything off my chest. Im just so tired, so lost and I don't know what to do other than rot in my bed

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