I'd rather shout into the void than to write it in a piece of paper

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It helps externalize things

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different methods okok

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My boyfriend just likes something different than what i am truly and that breaks me a bit

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i dont like to show anything externally even tho i need it

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but yk its not the worst thing

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It's like a balloon

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what metaphor are u gonna say now

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if u all leave please say it so i dont stay here talking alone JHADJA

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hey

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h i

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Keep that rage bottled up and it will burst like a balloon

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hey, anaranjado

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i hate my life rn

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i know, but it's been years and still nothing

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i control myself very well

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cuando entro en ataque pánico, siendo que estoy perdiendo control

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why do u hate it, makes sense bc life's not as great most of the time but what are ur reasons orange

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and all of a sudden, it feels like the world towers over me

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cómo se siente? a panic attack, i should have gone through that already but i dont like dying, and everyone says it feels like that

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i dont feel like dying**

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hi

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se siente como si quiero vomitar y que voy a perder consciousness

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i hate myself

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i almost got paralyzed once tho

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but idk, i haven't done most of things i "should" have done based on my situation

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do u like ur life tho

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Sí, agradezco mi vida hasta ahora

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te emociona vivir o solo agradeces no estar peor

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I am surprised I haven't resorted to hard drugs so far

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No alcohol, no cigarillos, nada

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same but not as surprised just bc i didnt have ppl to ask them for drugs lmao

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i asked once to some friends in highschool but they didnt want to "ruin" me in the end lmao

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u didnt answer tho, te emociona vivir o no

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I feel emotionally alive...whatever that means

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it means something and that's actually enough

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sometimes i get "adormecida" emotionally and nono, it's better to feel something even if its bad

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tho sometimes im not sure

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emotions are a part of living

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tienes problemas socializando?

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