i hate being aware of things sometimes

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i don't want it to be true

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they're my best fucking friend it can't be true

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i wanna threaten my dad with violence just to make him know what fear truly feels like.

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someone's speaking my language lmao

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I'm tired of screaming into the void only for no one to hear me. I'm tired of not understanding peoples intentions. I'm tired of feeling like everything I do is wrong. I hate not understanding.

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I know I shouldn’t though.

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i can't decide whether its comforting or scary to just lurk here

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Holy shit my phone is fucking broken my bentscape connection sucks

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and be reminded that everything fades away

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i'm gonna be nothing

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i'm glad i won't turn older

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i still feel 11

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Why can't people just understand me? Why is it so hard for me to talk to other people without them getting mad at me? Am I too literal? Am I being rude? I don't know. I don't understand.

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11 the second everything went to hell

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has wart been on

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i wish it was dark

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everything seems bright even though it is dakr

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dark

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is any body listening?

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and my hea dhuts so much

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fuckign can't even type

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Im back but i dont think its connecting much

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huh i was red a minute ago

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i just wanna lie down forever

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Aaaaaaaaaaa hey dad do you want to know what its like to suffer

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i think everyone secretly hates me

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i hate me

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a lot

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I dont get it What am I doing wrong? I never know when it's my turn to speak I never know what someone is feeling when I talk to them except anger I wish I understood, I don't know whats wrong with me

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i hate myself more than i care for people

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i know tou were abused ad a kid but like shut the fuck ip dad ur legit just ur mother 2.0

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they told me that once

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i always trust all the wrong people

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im going to fucking kms

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fr im so fucking scared of my dad

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i wish i could will myself out of existence

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What is wrong with me...?

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if i try hard enough would i just disappear?

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i see all these kids my age so disrespectful to their amazing parents and it makes me wanna fuckibg kill them

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