i'll tell you when im finally fine and ive gone back to my regular schedule, this day had just been too lonely for me

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Maybe i should think that ill get a better bf in life and i shouldn't cry for him to be better

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i'm sorry i really hope things get better

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you don't have to pretend to be okay

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efiggy, i'll be okay alright? i have to go now

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o

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ok

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stay safe please and take care of yourself

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please

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I don't want to meet new people anymore because people are always so horrible to me and they single me out and target me everywhere

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it was nice seeing you again

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fucking forget it

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I am not okay and I don't know why this is happening, people are doing this, they stare and squint at me and they and gather around me and treat me like I am an animal in the corner

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speaking of lonely lmao

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and here i am

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just like i used to be

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the cycle repeats itself

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i can't wait to end this all

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i learned a new word today

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snafu

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i snafued it up today

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why can't people every see that i'm trying

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why do people fight

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why do people do anything lol

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why do i try

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why am ihere

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why why so fucking many why's

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i'm so tired

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but i deserve this

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everything happens for a reason

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and the only reason is that i deserve it

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i wish i was smart

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everyone else seems smart

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everyone else is better than me

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i hate being aware of things sometimes

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i don't want it to be true

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they're my best fucking friend it can't be true

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i wanna threaten my dad with violence just to make him know what fear truly feels like.

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someone's speaking my language lmao

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I'm tired of screaming into the void only for no one to hear me. I'm tired of not understanding peoples intentions. I'm tired of feeling like everything I do is wrong. I hate not understanding.

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