take a little interest its a bit self centered

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But i want to be able to share what i think is so awesome

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Is that so cruel

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ive always wanted someone to connect to

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i know everyone says youre not alone i probably am not i just have trouble

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explaining how i feel and what i want

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I think a lot but it can never come out in words

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ive never been good at that so i just draw it or show it

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im better at expressing myself that way

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i have trouble speaking in general its something thats made me feel so alien

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communication is very important but for some reason i just cant

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its no ones fault for giving up on someone like that

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i never really outright ask for help its a bit embarrassing but idk i just grew up that way

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im gooning rn

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if you ask for help you are stupid and weak

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winterarc starting whos in

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I want connection

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so bad

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fuck winter arc im depressed all winter

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i cant help but feel resentment sometimes because of how i was ostracized but i dont want to be an angry person

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Maybe if things were different i wouldnt have the same connections to things i do now

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like art

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i shouldnt be forced to have a role in someone elses life

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so they feel comfortable

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ive spent so long uncomfortable for others

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its caused so many identity crisises

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i think a girl might like me

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and idk what to do

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she always makes it a point to tell me that im hot whenever she sees me and she really drove it home on friday and i just aghhhhh

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when i was little i would make up stories about if my life were different

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i just cant find the words on how i feel all i can do is just hope somebody can read my mind and let them word it out to me

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I felt kinda lonely

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Pee on me daddy

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i never thought about her like that before but she’s such a great person

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like what am i feeling? loneliness? despair? depression? laziness?what is it??????

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like if she asked me out i’d say yes immediately

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little kids are imaginative though so it didnt feel so lonelh

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lonely

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i wish there was someone who could hug me

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virtual hug

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