i don't want there to be another one so i can only feel afraid

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my mom came back a while ago now

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One day yellow you will get away from the place you feel so trapped in

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and i thought she came back to get me

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Should i stop being nice and be rude like my old self

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cuz being nice isnt getting anywhere

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but she just left some of her stuff and it didn't include me

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and you alot could care less

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where is cyan :( -sunny

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and when an opportunity strikes take it survive

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i don't like calling here my home but what else am i supposed to call it

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otherwise i don't have one

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i can't

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i have a whole plan that i was or am gonna do idfk yet

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your doing enough just hanging in there as you are

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bro im fr done

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and it feels so stupid like from a movie for revenge or something

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fuck it all fuck it all

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brb

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and i'm just scared

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keep going dont give up its your life

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there's nothing here for me

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its like i'm procrasinating killing myself i almost have more attempts than years i'm alive

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your life carries its own weight its own experience and theres nothing like it in any of the world

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and that makes me sound so pathetic

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i hope cyan comes back

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Why isnt anyone listening

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-sunny

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im fr crying yall dont gaf

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Are you getting any help?

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no

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i can't

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Because theyll find out about your home life?

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yeah

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would they seperate you ?

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Can yall see me

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hello?

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i can't even stand for five minutes without passing out or whatever and what he does to me is too obvious which is why i can't go out anywhere

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definitely

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why is everyone gone? -sunny

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