nothin bad just light stuff kinda

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but if u do get into it just be careful

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i have no knowledge of drugs tbh so maybe ill start smoking

40987 - 

smoking what

16052 - 

cigarettes

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nothing too bad right?

40987 - 

nah, they're so nasty ur better off vaping but even that isnt great

16052 - 

cigs give u a buzz but they smell like shit and it sticks to ur skin and clothes

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I've been second hand consuming that shit since i was a toddler.

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i mean thats true.

40987 - 

i feel that but still

16052 - 

what are you on rn?

40987 - 

just weed and a bit tipsy, normal shit

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doesnt help that im pretty loopy without it tho

16052 - 

plan on getting help oor?

40987 - 

getting help with what

16052 - 

you said you've been consuming nothing but alcohol for two days dude.

40987 - 

sounds serious

40987 - 

yeah, ive just been kinda sad but it'll pass

16052 - 

it comes in phases

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i think i may have an addictive personality. so there would be no coming back from getting into another addiction

40987 - 

another?

16052 - 

I've been trying to recovery for years. i can still only go three months before relapsing

40987 - 

relapsing on what?

16052 - 

sh

40987 - 

ah i see

16052 - 

well three months is pretty good you know, its a good start to recovery

16052 - 

not the same but i never thought it would be addicting lol

40987 - 

oh nah i totally feel you, when i was younger i was the same

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but for a five year recovery tho?

40987 - 

is five years your goal?

16052 - 

you were as well?

40987 - 

no ive been trying to stop for five years.

40987 - 

yup, still scarred up from it

16052 - 

ohh

16052 - 

did you recover?

40987 - 

well you know, progress takes time and consistency so i dont think ur doing too bad

16052 - 

its no where near as bad as it used to be and i rarely get to that point

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Proud of you tho, you're trying and you are doing good even if you think ur not

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Ferrari 🏎️ rapist here

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