I dont know about pyschopathic, but my mood sure does change a lot

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"self harm" is bullshit xd

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red i relapse like every few days

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same, relapsed two days ago. but i mean like usually how long foes it take?

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yeah same yellow

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i don't know

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i mean if you wont take your fucking lithium or whatever LMFAO you might be up there with my mom xd

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take your meds before the bipolar fucks up your whole life xd

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you should make a recovery journal like i do. it helps to keep track

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my mom was fucking nuts and wasnt herself xd

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she used to beat the shit out of me every day xd

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I took my meds today so im fine

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im not mad at my mother :p shes dead anyway xd

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okay purple i will try, but what should i do if someone finds it?

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just feel bad for her because she never got to have a normal life xd

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I hope youre okay now coral

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maybe do it on your phone note pad

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gosh i have so manu scars from stitches

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okay

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i wanna go to america sounds cool

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well because of my moms abuse im used to shit i think it made me more idk :p able to handle shit like that xd

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theres a hidey space if you pull upwards on that app. thats where my shit are

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i tried to do a thing on google docs but i'm scared that the school would find it

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make a seperate account red

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tho i was fucking traumatized for a while and was afraid i could have bipolar too because my mom had it :p xd

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Oh i see coral. Did you mom have a bunch of mood swings? Usually im able to control mine

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i think i have one but my parents can look at it

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sometimes childhood abuse leads the child to be more resilient :0 xd

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you can make more?

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my mom had mood swings hallucinations xd

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my mom saw things no one see and heard things xd

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or make them more hypersensitive

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i don't think so :(

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she used to walk around the house with a knife sometimes xd

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Schizophrenia?

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damn. make up a different language at that point lol.

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told me she gonna kill me im my sleep :p when i was 8 years old or 7 xd

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i will try :)

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and my mom also accused me of drugging her i was like 6 or 7 :p xd

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i wanna go to america it sounds cool

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