i hate bothering people, even a little bit

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alexa no fucking way

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red you’re not bothering anyone

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even the thought of bothering someone makes me want to rip my hair out

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everyone is so much better than me

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Alexa how be you?

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and its like the only thing i can do to make it up to them for being to terrible is to do everything they want

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i like making people happy

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huh?-alexa

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but im terrible at it

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Red you are not

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i cant even look someone in the eye

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alexa how is you doing?

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oh im good yh :)-alexa

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u?-alexa

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talking to people makes me sick with embarrassment

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Talking to red seems so familiar to my home, red just doesn’t listen

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i am magical -zach

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i dont understand when people are nice to me

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oh zach so me!-alexa

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i cant mentally accept it

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Alexa you are literally glitter

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in my mind im terrible, so why would anyone be nice to me?

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huh?-alexa

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it feels like theyre lying to me

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Red cause people are nice

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Alexa i mean you are sparkley

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it makes me angry when im lied to, but i dont say anything

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Can red even see us?

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fighting it would just make a mess of things, so its best to just ignore it

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ohhhhhh ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ -alexa

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so alexa how was your day? How was school?

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but if they want something from me, they can just ask for it

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red bud i asked if you had discord

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the idea that its better to lie to me than to just ask because im so terrible at helping people kills me

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i cant even do the ONE thing im suppose to do?

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today is sunday for me. :) but i watch mha for like 2 hours then my dad got mad at me bc "i was hoging the tv" so i got on here-alexa

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i just want to be good

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Well i forgot it was sunday today cause its midnight here so

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