i dont hate being gay, i hate having to be scared for mine and my gay siblings lives

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its like 60mg codeine and like 40 mg of muscle relaxant

40108 - 

so it wouldnt be insane but it would he nice i think

40108 - 

fuck it i had a shit weekend imma do it anyway i need to chill

40108 - 

its the last bit of drugs i have anyway

40108 - 

hey has anyone seen yumi recently - u39

41026 - 

it's ok cyan - u39

41026 - 

also my makeup is eating rn and im otw to a movie

40108 - 

its like the optimal time

40108 - 

u39 exist now?

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didn't i already exist - u39

41026 - 

i wish i was normal

41025 - 

i wish i was able to live a normal life, grow up normally and be normal

41025 - 

u39,i have not heard form any well know people on here for a long time-alexa

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i will never be like the normal kids, i never got to get what they got

41025 - 

i see alexa - u39

41026 - 

ive spent my life wishing just to feel safe in my own home, in my own body

41025 - 

yea i don't come on as often as i used to, ive been busy a lot but i'm doing alright :) - u39

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.....

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so there is a u39

41027 - 

i cant even hug my parents because being touched scares me

41025 - 

its not like they ever try anyway

41025 - 

im so tired living in this shithole

41025 - 

:(

35031 - 

people keep telling me what i need to do, but never tell me how to get there

41025 - 

"dont draw on your laptop alexa!" my mom said. fine it i will put make up on it!-alexa

34871 - 

i need to get my license, but no one is willing to take me

41025 - 

lmao

35031 - 

i need to go to therapy, to get mentally stable, but no one has the time

41025 - 

i have so many things to do but everyone is too busy to help me

41025 - 

i NEED help

41025 - 

more than most people, but i dont want help

41025 - 

i would do it all by myself if i could

41025 - 

im sick, i have been for a long time

41025 - 

i dont go out anymore

41025 - 

im scared of going out

41025 -