we ain't friends. i dislike him

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but like he makes me go all good feely

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no but it could be still a crush its happened to me even if you dont want anything physical

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purple do you know how relationships work

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wdym green?

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lmao i do

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you hate this person and being with them makes you nervous and gives you a kind of high. but you claim you don't have a crush on them and aren't friends. wtf is happening here

29690 - 

wait what i thought it was just that you didnt want anything physical

41007 - 

lmao that's exactly it

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maybe it's just his character getting in the way

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im not being complicated about it lol

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oh fuck wait this happened with me and my friend (who im not friends with anymore) but i miss her so much but definetly not a physical way its a borderline crush even though its not really romantic

41007 - 

is it like that

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guys i think imma die a virgin lmao

41004 - 

i don't miss him lol. fuck him

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oh im orange now

41004 - 

rwar

41004 - 

my friend ruined my life too dw she was so manipulative and i shouldnt miss her but i do lmao

41007 - 

ive known her for 10 years so

41007 - 

hes my ceush and I hate his guts

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damn she did that in a span of ten years?

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we were each others first friends and she turned out to be a manipulative bitch

41007 - 

it sucks lol

41007 - 

what she do?

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guys girls are so beautiful wtf how

41004 - 

explain how all girls are so fking pretty

41004 - 

haha its a wonder i ain't lesbian

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just very controlling like there was a point i would talk to no one but her, afraid to have any of my own opinions, (i still struggle with this sometimes) and i thought it was normal because its her)

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shes also a big liar

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in alot of ways

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like yeah, that's messed up

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but its like im still so worried for her because she just complains all the time and i know she just wants attention but like shes not going down a right path and its hard to watch that

41007 - 

like i hate hearing about her from an outside perspective everyone else hates her (rightfully) but i just cant hate her completely i hate what shes done but not her

41007 - 

yeah, i donno how you can do anything about it

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Is she really implying?

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I feel so lonely... and betrayed...

41008 - 

implying what?

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I mean i wasnt suppose to be fired up. But Im far from aperson who would do that

1616 - 

i mean i do think its a good thing that we stopped being friends in some ways but the way it happened and the situation now is so messed up bc now shes like doing it to another person

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bye y'all

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