that's like saying you love to hike but hate walking. the two exclude each other

29690 - 

no that makes sense

41007 - 

blue are you high?

29690 - 

no lmao

41007 - 

like i feel myself go all melty when im with them but like marriage? smooch? sex? NO!!

40987 - 

then you like being friends with them and probably admire them in some way

29690 - 

its called wanting to spend time with them

41007 - 

we ain't friends. i dislike him

40987 - 

but like he makes me go all good feely

40987 - 

no but it could be still a crush its happened to me even if you dont want anything physical

41007 - 

purple do you know how relationships work

29690 - 

wdym green?

40987 - 

lmao i do

40987 - 

you hate this person and being with them makes you nervous and gives you a kind of high. but you claim you don't have a crush on them and aren't friends. wtf is happening here

29690 - 

wait what i thought it was just that you didnt want anything physical

41007 - 

lmao that's exactly it

40987 - 

maybe it's just his character getting in the way

40987 - 

im not being complicated about it lol

40987 - 

oh fuck wait this happened with me and my friend (who im not friends with anymore) but i miss her so much but definetly not a physical way its a borderline crush even though its not really romantic

41007 - 

is it like that

41007 - 

guys i think imma die a virgin lmao

41004 - 

i don't miss him lol. fuck him

40987 - 

oh im orange now

41004 - 

rwar

41004 - 

my friend ruined my life too dw she was so manipulative and i shouldnt miss her but i do lmao

41007 - 

ive known her for 10 years so

41007 - 

hes my ceush and I hate his guts

40987 - 

damn she did that in a span of ten years?

40987 - 

we were each others first friends and she turned out to be a manipulative bitch

41007 - 

it sucks lol

41007 - 

what she do?

40987 - 

guys girls are so beautiful wtf how

41004 - 

explain how all girls are so fking pretty

41004 - 

haha its a wonder i ain't lesbian

40987 - 

just very controlling like there was a point i would talk to no one but her, afraid to have any of my own opinions, (i still struggle with this sometimes) and i thought it was normal because its her)

41007 - 

shes also a big liar

41007 - 

in alot of ways

41007 - 

like yeah, that's messed up

40987 - 

but its like im still so worried for her because she just complains all the time and i know she just wants attention but like shes not going down a right path and its hard to watch that

41007 - 

like i hate hearing about her from an outside perspective everyone else hates her (rightfully) but i just cant hate her completely i hate what shes done but not her

41007 -