instead of having fun and enjoying my youth i was bedrotting, eating constantly and abusing him.

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I want to be emptied

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Are you there nat?

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well at least from 8 to now

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I want to be fucking emptied

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everything fucking hurts

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It burns

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I want to get rid of the heat

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is it weird to have homicidal thoughts? everyone has them?

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Natalya??

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Homicide is nothing

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i have them, coral.

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I want to torture them forever and ever and ever

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Killing is nothing

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every time someone hurt me i just want to kill them.

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I want to cause them eternal torture like they cause me

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Nattttt

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Are u thereee

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hello!

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ja i am here

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Coral just torture them forever and ever and ever without rest

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This is disgusting to admit but i wanted to abuse my abuser.

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Whats your telegram?

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Mania is constant suffering

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i did too.

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I wish they made medicine for mania

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Why won’t they make medicine for mania?

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aren't there one for bpd?

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one second let me see my name on telegram

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Okayy

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my telegram is not working :(((

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i do not have internet at now

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How can you chat here then? :p

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green just take the L

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?

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i do not know i am trying

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sorry i do not think it is working

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a

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ss

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i feel very bad i am sorry the internet no is working :(

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