ik i shouldn't care and that i'll be out of this house soon hopefully but

41026 - 

it still hurts

41026 - 

im tired of feeling dirty

41025 - 

everyone knows what my life is like, where i am

41025 - 

but no one cares

41025 - 

i dont see my mom, shes too busy for me

41025 - 

im alone most of the time

41025 - 

my dad is always away

41025 - 

i only talk to him for a few minutes in a day, if at all

41025 - 

its like the world doesnt exist, and only this room im in does

41025 - 

the only think i have to the outside world is a window

41025 - 

i like looking out

41025 - 

unbelievable. any grown ups here to vent? lol

41028 - 

i think im scared

41025 - 

but sometimes im not scared when i should be

41025 - 

when i know i could be in danger

41025 - 

but the smallest things can feel like life or death

41025 - 

its funny, i think

41025 - 

i dont have any friends

41025 - 

i dont know many people, and i see even less

41025 - 

i always drink alone

41025 - 

in my room of course

41025 - 

i cant go out by myself

41025 - 

i used to go on walks at night

41025 - 

but i get paranoid

41025 - 

Hello

41021 - 

i know i dont eat enough, but i dont get hungry anymore

41025 - 

eating once a day isnt enough

41025 - 

is anybody out there

41021 - 

but i get sick even then

41025 - 

how much do you eat a day?

41027 - 

it depends, but usually i only eat an egg and some rice

41025 - 

am i alone again

41021 - 

HELLO HELLo HELlo HEllo Hello ello

41021 - 

echoes

41021 - 

what did you do today?

41021 - 

nothing just tried to deal with the shit show that is life

41021 - 

what did you do?

41021 - 

well tried talking to myself

41021 - 

didn’t work out

41021 -