i dont think i can live alone

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i dont think i should be able to drive either, i cant focus

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so i think i'll go now to clean and fix the place up so bye byeee!!!

27948 - 

Nobody can live alone, they say they do but no one does

41021 - 

have a good one

27948 - 

good luck yellow

41021 - 

ive been dissociated almost my entire life

41025 - 

red that moment when you zone out and the road is just passing by

41021 - 

even pain is numbed

41025 - 

Pain numbed

41021 - 

damn

41021 - 

everything hurts all the time, but my brain numbs it over

41025 - 

but if i think about it, it all comes back

41025 - 

i dont know how to take care of myself

41025 - 

red then why think about it?

41021 - 

im unstable

41025 - 

red i wish i could take care of you bud

41021 - 

i dont want to rely on anyone ever

41025 - 

i dont trust people at all

41025 - 

everyone is a lil unsyable

41021 - 

Red wanna talk about it?

41021 - 

im too scared to live alone though

41025 - 

but im too ugly to get a boyfriend

41025 - 

Well then red dont live alone?

41021 - 

im gross too

41025 - 

Red nuh uh i doubt that, ik you are literally fucking gorg

41021 - 

like the prettiest boy\girl ever

41021 - 

all relationships ive ever had, which were only ever platonic, have been unhealthy in some way

41025 - 

My life is a mess

41029 - 

i let people do things to me that i dont want

41025 - 

purp whats wrong

41021 - 

red I’m sorry you go through that

41021 - 

and its my fault for not creating boundaries, but i just cant bring myself to

41025 - 

i will do anything to make people happy

41025 - 

its almost an obsession

41025 - 

Red i understand that its hard and you cant seem to bring yourself to it but dont blame yourself

41021 - 

i want people to love me and i want to so many things for them

41025 - 

red I love you

41021 - 

to do** god i cant write

41025 - 

red better then having to blame others

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