u39,i have not heard form any well know people on here for a long time-alexa

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i will never be like the normal kids, i never got to get what they got

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i see alexa - u39

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ive spent my life wishing just to feel safe in my own home, in my own body

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yea i don't come on as often as i used to, ive been busy a lot but i'm doing alright :) - u39

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.....

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so there is a u39

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i cant even hug my parents because being touched scares me

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its not like they ever try anyway

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im so tired living in this shithole

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:(

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people keep telling me what i need to do, but never tell me how to get there

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"dont draw on your laptop alexa!" my mom said. fine it i will put make up on it!-alexa

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i need to get my license, but no one is willing to take me

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lmao

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i need to go to therapy, to get mentally stable, but no one has the time

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i have so many things to do but everyone is too busy to help me

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i NEED help

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more than most people, but i dont want help

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i would do it all by myself if i could

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im sick, i have been for a long time

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i dont go out anymore

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im scared of going out

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hhh rus where ru

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i dont trust anyone, i never have but its gotten worse

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rhenchats full aagain flc ru heee

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i dont eat much either

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i kinda think my dad thinks i'm stupid - u39

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i get sick when i do

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ik i shouldn't care and that i'll be out of this house soon hopefully but

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it still hurts

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im tired of feeling dirty

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everyone knows what my life is like, where i am

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but no one cares

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i dont see my mom, shes too busy for me

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im alone most of the time

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my dad is always away

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i only talk to him for a few minutes in a day, if at all

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its like the world doesnt exist, and only this room im in does

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