its not like i want it to be perfect i just like feeling like i do things on my own terms kinda

41018 - 

i am literally jealous as fuck over that

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yeah me too.

31401 - 

ill find joy in anything if i really apply myself to it

41018 - 

i like friends but i like being by myself more.

31401 - 

i thought ventscape was gone for good lol for awhile it made me upset.

31401 - 

now where can i read things online? :D

31401 - 

i hate feeling guilty for doing things that make me happy

41018 - 

is jason or bob on here?

31401 - 

hello

35031 - 

Like im the weird one or something

41018 - 

ur not weird purple other people are weird.

31401 - 

isnt it weird that so many people are just living JUST living

41018 - 

normal people are weird.

31401 - 

no passions

41018 - 

what did i miss

35031 - 

ventscape went away for awhile lol.

31401 - 

dont really feel any way about what they do

41018 - 

oh

35031 - 

can my mother please stop saying slurs?? she says she doesnt mean it hatefully, but then uses slurs like she means them. fucking hurtfully. i love her, but it is so painful to listen to her say this.

41024 - 

i thought it was brokden.

31401 - 

it isnt exactly their fault i guess

41018 - 

not anymore

35031 - 

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm sorry blue maybe she can't help it.

31401 - 

i feel like i am annoying everytime i open my mouth

35031 - 

ive seen people change for the worse because they got so focused on this idea of success

41018 - 

me too.

31401 - 

maybe i should stop talking alyogrther

35031 - 

no that's not good yellow.

31401 - 

i'm quiet and i have no friends lol.

31401 - 

wassssssupppppppp-alexa

34871 - 

i know

35031 - 

but idk what to do

35031 - 

i don't either actually.

31401 - 

lol

35031 - 

i have no money but no one will hire me lol.

31401 - 

i guess its just will if you REALLYYYY have your heart on something you wont give in to some basic ideals

41018 - 

actually i have 7k but it's not enough.

31401 - 

if i get an apartment.

31401 - 

i need money

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