Why feral?

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i just

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i don't know

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i act like a scared wild animal in every unfamiliar social interaction

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im back

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-jordan

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it's a fight-or-flight thing but stupid

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You seem more depressed and/or shy than feral because i know an actual feral person and you're DEFINITELY not that 😬

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heyy guys im not feeling too hot

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red?

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hello

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Social anxiety perhaps?

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crippling social anxiety

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just added

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You ever seeked treatment?

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crippling social anxietye 23[d9uec[4fp

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sometimes i spend days trying to press a "send" button

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no

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because i'm not an adult

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Bad parents I assume?

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i wouldn't say bad

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guys i do not want to be here rn

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just... a bit negligent

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How negligent?

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i feel liek a[asor

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anti-vax

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is efiggy here

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Yeesh

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guys im in deep trouble

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im really screwed this time

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i messed up so fing bad

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Just remember, not socializing won't kill you. Sticking to your comfort zone until you're ready is fine.

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but i can't ever be "ready" if i don't push myself to be "ready"

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does tubi give me a virus

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ok what is it cyan

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i sh again after almost 6 months of not doing it

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Of course you can push yourself at some point but right now from what you said, you don't seem ready to take the push.

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probably cause of all the bullying

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but mostly it seems cause of negative social interactions i've had in the past

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How do they bully you? verbally? physically?

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