i wanna try codeine

40925 - 

like what cyan?

16484 - 

i thonk im dying theres a lot of blood

29618 - 

just a lot

40915 - 

thats definitely understandable cyan

40921 - 

however, if it gets too heavy I may need to excuse myself

16484 - 

if you can go without doing drugs i would highly recommend it

40922 - 

Isn't that what we normally do, coral?

16484 - 

haha

16484 - 

idk if i can

40925 - 

u dont wanna get into drugs man

40921 - 

seriously

40921 - 

Yeah you can

16484 - 

why

40925 - 

red, are you going to get out of your relationship too?

40915 - 

addiction is one of the worst and most difficult experiences you can put yourself through

40922 - 

no

40921 - 

there is nothing worth addiction

40922 - 

but like i get what ur saying

40925 - 

are you happy where you're at

40915 - 

but im so fucked up

40925 - 

i carved the word mistake into my thigh and i regret it.-n

29618 - 

i love them a lot, and im emotionally dependent on them. its a stupid decision but i am a stupid person

40921 - 

like

40915 - 

i get that

40915 - 

eh relatively. they hurt me and i get over it and they're trying to get better at least, so i can deal with it

40921 - 

idk if i can live

40925 - 

oh well, let it heal I guess

16484 - 

do you have any other coping mechanisms besides self harm

40922 - 

i dont talk to anyone else really, so

40921 - 

you can talk to me, red

16484 - 

i talk to my partner but i cant have my phone at night-n

29618 - 

earlier my bf said he felt like we were "slowly patching things up"

40915 - 

plus they'd probably kill themselves if i left them. harsh but true and that ain't happening on my watch

40921 - 

i really do love them, i cant let that happen to them

40921 - 

Who wants me to clean their bootyhole?

898 - 

i dont know what he means

40915 - 

do you have any other outlet

40922 - 

what

16422 - 

With my tongue

898 -