and after our moms became friends i have noticed a change in my mom, she has been gossipping and being different

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and the saddest ones wear a mask that only slips occasionally

40691 - 

the people... it seems to me that your parents are now that close huh

16484 - 

And God, please let the deer on the highway get some kind of heaven something with tall, soft grass and sweet reunion

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let the moths in porch lights go some place with a thousand suns that taste like sugar and get swallowed whole

40691 - 

Yes very close

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May the mice in oil and glue Have forever dry, warm fur and full bellies If I am killed for simply living let death be kinder than man

40691 - 

Im clean for a few weeks :)

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and my ex best friend honestly might care about me more than my new one

40688 - 

oh why do you think your mom's getting gosspiy?

16484 - 

good job, orange!!!

40691 - 

oh well.

16484 - 

because her mom is super gossipy and she talks to everyone about everything

40688 - 

how old are you guys

40691 - 

I'm sorry I would like to hear more, but I am mostly getting triggered by it

16484 - 

I always feel like on the outside i am very like happy and i try to be nice to everyone but on the inside i feel sad and ya

40688 - 

I instinctively though about something, but uhm I guess, you can try evaluating the situation. Try to talk as much as possible, and maybe drag your friend or let them feel that you're there for them

16484 - 

I'm sorry bout that

16484 - 

like, when you are alone you just feel empty

40691 - 

Yes and i start thinking of all the things i let slide and these things just keep adding up and its just hard

40688 - 

you can talk to her

16484 - 

yeah then maybe tackle them step by step

16484 - 

you don't necessarily have to fix the whole thing in one go

16484 - 

u guys are so right

40688 - 

how old are you guys

40691 - 

im in high school

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or girls. I can be a girl. haha

16484 - 

Oh too young, I guess.

16484 - 

Im 14

40691 - 

any of your parents separated

40691 - 

No

40688 - 

damn

40691 - 

do you ever feel like you are just not good enough

40691 - 

Yes i do

40688 - 

i think i mostly dont feel good enough for my parents, but i try as hard as i can to do well in school and at my sports which is what matters

40688 - 

Its like I'm just not as pretty or skinny or smart or kind or popular as any of my friends

40691 - 

idk

40658 - 

Honestly i have the same feeling, and it sucks

40688 - 

so confused

40658 - 

Just feeling inferior

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