And I’m scared of someone would hurt them that I would be charged with murder because I have emotional issues

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Coral that is why I am scared to have a child when I am old enough

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She took everything away

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What if they go through everything that I have been through

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She got away with it too, bullshit

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Red, face the proverbial music. If fam needs you, emotions are secondary.

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Like

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i felt like myself today but that was only because i was drunk

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im tired of being forced to live

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When my dad was assaulted by my ex-bestfreinds dad,I got blamed

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I suppose all we can do is love and protect them the way we needed to be loved and protected

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Others my age feel WISE when commenting, I feel like a meddling troll instead.

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My family is my only friends

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i shouldnt need alcool to feel good

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No, coral: The way THEY need to be nourished & protected.

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because she called me up and told me to go kill myself on the day i burried my murdered uncle and childhood dog was cremated

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and all my parents would do was punish me and tell me it was my fault

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First beer in 8 weeks in my fridge, and I will enjoy it. Or, later.

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and at the same time not to their knowledge

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She said it was okay it wasn't

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That’s true. There is an element of wanting better for your child than you had though

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I’m blessed my parents are hippies

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yes i want them to have so much better

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She hurt me

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i will never hit them

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I couldn’t even imagine dealing with the bullshit people have to go through with their strict ass parents

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never share there secrets

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Yes, coral. I am not blaming you, but you should overcome the past. You need a clear mind for family duty.

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I would go loco

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And I will always be there for them

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They think what their doing is okay but it just leaves scars

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I would only beat them if they severly harmed another child

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Cyan is right, scars unasked for by most kids.

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This generation will have better parents who don't abuse em

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think sa or assault

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I know. Im struggling so much trying to balance being s good mum and also make enough money for us to survive. I wish i could give him the world

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You are an amazing mum I am sure of it

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How old is you little one?

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if you saw someone in public with a huge scar on their arm, would you stare at them?

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Nah, violence & abuse are just different in each generation, they won't just go away.

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