oh, wrong move?

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I don't want to get detailed, but like...he shouldn't be around kids. I'm kind of staving off a flashback.

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Needed somewhere to just say it out loud.

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oh gosh, im sorry to hear that

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sorry for what ur going thorugh coral

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It's okay. I mean, it's not, but it's...a process. I appreciate it

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Thanks :) <3

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pls take care of urself tho

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my parents are mentally abusive, and they dont hit me but its a lot and i actually dread going home from school and its to the point where i genuinely want to die.-noah

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I will. As best I know how, anyway. I'll do my best

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Oh pls, dont pls

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Noah, I get where you're coming from. Did something happen today?

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Or is it just building up? I'm sorry you're struggling :(

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I am sorry to hear that, but what they are saying does not define you in any way, in a bad way

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my mom took me to get food after school and i took tthe straw from her, which she thought was violently (it wasnt) and she got mad and snapped at me and when i started crying she said

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"come on stop whimpering" and when i told her it was an accident she rolled her eyes-noah

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Does she dismiss your emotions a lot? Or mock you for feeling things?

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yeah

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-noah

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That's really hard. It really hurts when parents ignore how you feel. Do you feel stressed a lot, like you don't know what they're going to do or say?

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im scared of them, i want to call cps but since the house isnt in bad condition and they dont hit me i think cps wont belive me-noah

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I want to kill myself

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Please, do not... you can talk it out,

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Noah, have they ever made you do something horrible as punishment?

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Wait y’all real?

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Yeah, we are

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does your relative knpw? can you talk to them? or someone u trust noah?...

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and yes

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Cobalt, did something happen today? Or has something been happening lately?

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yes we are all real here

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the only thing they make me do as punishment is give up my phone, but they do that causse they know the only support system i have is on my phone and they threaten to take it forever-noah

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Noah, what about them scares you?

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everything-noah

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I believe that it's bad, don't worry. Just trying to understand.

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Noah, when you imagine your parents' faces, what expressions are they making? How does your mom look, and how does your dad look?

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i cant remeber their faces when they arent right infront of me. its blurry.-noah

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Does that only happen with them?

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yeah-noah

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who is noah

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Noah is the gold person, if you see their chats. (I think so at least, I have night shift on)

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