I am sorry, im not much of a help. But please guys,

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i also have to beg her to leave my room when she wont they go through my stuff without permission, my mom even questioned me about a specific type of underwear i bought for myself (which she shouldnt

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be looking in my underwear drawer)

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Hello All

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Hi

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@noah That seems...really weird. She's inappropriate around you, yet she's obsessed with your personal things? Especially your underwear...

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hru? - hazel

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im doing good hazel and you?

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who's noah? i mean what colour are they(i cant see them)- hazel

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im doing good too, thanks cyan- hazel

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its just uncomfortable she shouldnt be questioning the underwear i wear its my clothes and also my personal things-noah

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@noah You said you wish you could tell CPS. Does she do these things so often that you feel unsafe in your own home? (noah is gold, hazel! I think so at least, I'm using night shift)

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now i see noah

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its mostly just the yelling and stuff but yeah i dont feel safe, i literally live in constant anxiety that shes going to look through my stuff

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heyo

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isnt that too common in asain households? i hv sm online asian friends

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anyone ever tried sh before? How was it like

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@noah Does your school have a counselor? If you feel like you won't be believed by CPS, a mental health professional is also a mandatory reporter

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Are you asian?

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its good when it become habit cyan

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who green?

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im not asian, and i dont trust the councelors

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heyo purple

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hai guys

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@noah Do you think the counselors will tell your parents?

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hows the night or day

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hi red

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What do I do when I'm contemplating ending my life lol. Its a constant thought of mine everyday and i'd like to say for almost 2 years now

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yeah i do

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hi blue

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Its not good to sh

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oh im sorry cyan, i hope you get thru it soon

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@noah That's how I felt growing up, too. I was so scared of my dad finding out if I told someone what he did to me. But looking back, I really wish I had.

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It feels impossible to trust them, but please, do your best to get the courage. Your future self will thank you for it.

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i dont think anyone will believe me or my parents will deny it, i grew up being told to tell them if anyone was abusing me sexually or physically, so they seem like great parents when you dont know

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them, being told my mom would never invade my privacy

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I really, really get that. My parents were both perfect from the outside. But I don't know a single person who didn't go into counseling because they wanted to help.

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They care, and they'll do their best. I have to go to bed in a sec, but just think about it. It's a place to start, and there are other people you can tell if it doesn't work.

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okay

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I feel like i can't be rude to anyone even when they do something wrong because they also helped me in the past too so i feel like i owe them something if i get mad at them

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