yeah you rpobably could talk to him, so he could help out more

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but

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ya, it just makes me sad sometimes seeing everyone with their boyfriends at partys and dances when i have had so many dumb situationships

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I don't believe that you would not get a boyfriend, I don't even know who you are and I already can see how kind you are

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hear hear haha

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Awww thank u thats so sweet

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lmao, it wasn't dumd. You're experimenting whose good for you

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To be honest, I think I cant tolerate much sweetness

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Like

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You would get someone, you're probably kind :)

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Its good talking to you guys

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i have a lot today but i feel like my parents are always comparing me to my unsupportive best friend and i have tried to say something but they always say that they arent

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I don't talk abt this stuff to anyone else

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I havent really talked about this stuff because i really cant tell anyone because they will end up telling someone else or not caring

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oh well, my parents disown me that's for sure. lmao

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oh well, you can vent out here all you want

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I reckon I'm the 'happy' friend

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I guess, I could distract myself from everything from now on.

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Yes, and i feel like my best friend is always sad and sensitive like when i try and hang within a group with her she excludes herself from the group

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and if i dont go with her then her mom is gonna complain to my mom

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I'm doing good honestly. I have picked some things. I realized it may be a high time for me to find someone tso I can spend time building relationships with them, haha

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Its like, the happiest people are the ones who act 'upset'

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and after our moms became friends i have noticed a change in my mom, she has been gossipping and being different

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and the saddest ones wear a mask that only slips occasionally

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the people... it seems to me that your parents are now that close huh

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And God, please let the deer on the highway get some kind of heaven something with tall, soft grass and sweet reunion

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let the moths in porch lights go some place with a thousand suns that taste like sugar and get swallowed whole

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Yes very close

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May the mice in oil and glue Have forever dry, warm fur and full bellies If I am killed for simply living let death be kinder than man

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Im clean for a few weeks :)

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and my ex best friend honestly might care about me more than my new one

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oh why do you think your mom's getting gosspiy?

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good job, orange!!!

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oh well.

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because her mom is super gossipy and she talks to everyone about everything

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how old are you guys

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I'm sorry I would like to hear more, but I am mostly getting triggered by it

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I always feel like on the outside i am very like happy and i try to be nice to everyone but on the inside i feel sad and ya

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I instinctively though about something, but uhm I guess, you can try evaluating the situation. Try to talk as much as possible, and maybe drag your friend or let them feel that you're there for them

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