does anyone else feel like nothing good ever lasts

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im lowk sad

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I bet 100000 bucks he aint gon answer

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you don't know that

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You are hurting yourself far more than you are hurting anyone else.

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whats wrong blue

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ptsd sucks

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it doesn't even matter

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i'm perfect either way

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agreed blue

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So does trauma

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So why would you apologize?

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ill have breakdowns screaming n crying and begging

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yeah trauma really sucks

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because it was my fault and otherwise they'd still be mad at me

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same blue. Ltrl what im doing rn

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im sorry blue, that really sucks

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but im literally just in my room in a safe house with safe ppl

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i feel bad for the ppl i live with

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i just got rejected and it's like i genuinely just can't feel confidence anymore.

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thats good that you

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I safe person died

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i'm sorry yellow

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you're in a safe environment

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Perfect people do not hurt people. On one hand, you need to stop pretending to be okay. On the other hand, you need to stop blaming yourself for anything bad that happens that you are even remotely

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2 days before christmas

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associated with.

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ill be screaming bloody murder and be begging like my life depends on it and its just like Friday and they tryna do stuff

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Chat im hopping off.

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that sounds realllyyyyy coolio too

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Gonna go relapse. Byeeeeeee

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cya purps stay safee ^^

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NO

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if they care about you, they wouldn't mind they would want to help you blue

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purps come back

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YES

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don't

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please

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stay here

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WHY NOT

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