i dont think im gonna make it to 20

40650 - 

how old are you coral

40478 - 

I hope I don't make it to twenty either.

40649 - 

Ventscape, as it is right now.

38234 - 

why right now?

40645 - 

Why am I such a failure

40649 - 

There is an abundance of swearing.

38234 - 

oh

40645 - 

sorry

40645 - 

Stop.

38234 - 

.

40645 - 

I want to die already I am so tired of constantly being wrong

40649 - 

why can't i ever learn

40653 - 

I hope I will die tonight

40649 - 

I wanan relapse so bad bro

40655 - 

I don't want to live as a person who is always wrong

40649 - 

I am going to leave for now. I have some things to attend to. Goodbye, Effigy. Do not tell me to stay safe.

38234 - 

i don't care i'm telling you anyways

40645 - 

why do i always hurt people

40653 - 

I am so tired

40649 - 

stay safe and take care of yourself

40645 - 

I hate myself so much

40649 - 

i wish i was someone else

40654 - 

I wish I was as perfect as my partner so I would stop hurting them so much

40649 - 

does it get better?

40654 - 

Maybe

40649 - 

why is love so painful :(

40652 - 

I'm such a dick to them

40649 - 

Why am I so inept at normal human things

40649 - 

Why can't I even apologize correctly

40649 - 

i don't think anyone will let me be who i am

40652 - 

perhaps it is just all an act to please people

40652 - 

I am a genuine failure

40649 - 

I'm so tired of being careless and hurting them

40649 - 

coral, be yourself, don't worry about what other people will think. be true to yourself

40478 - 

Does anyone even see my messages

40649 - 

Or does no one give a fuck about me

40649 - 

red, people see your messages

35097 - 

Which would be fair

40649 - 

yes, red

40478 -