Because saying "I'm sorry I did that" isn't a good apology I guess

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idk i feel safer when i smoke does rhat make sense

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oh

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enmity?

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my friends, my family

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it turns off my fight or fligjt

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yeah, it does blue but that doesnt mean its good

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im just so alone

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i dont wanna be sober

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im here for you coral

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ever

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Even though I owned up already and explained myself and showed guily

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guilt

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yah but otherwise I'd be living with like crippling ptsd more than i do

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i wanna die so so badly

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i just want the pain to stop

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Why can't I ever do anything right

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my life fuuckked i saw someone die

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when will it go away

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im dying

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with time, it will get better coral

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my mind is killing me

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Anytime I feel good I always ruin everything

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Why

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ive been hearing that shit for years green

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it dont get better

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Why is everything like this

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man sumtimes i remember i legit saw someone rlly important die

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i feel like it gets better

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like in font of me as a kid

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and then it all goes away

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i just wanna die already

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Why can't I just have a normal brain that doesn't fuck everything up

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i dont wanna wake up anymore

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Why do I always manage to say the wrong thing

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i mean real lol

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i am so consumed with my self hatred

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i cant tell anyone this time

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no one can know

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made at all look painful man am i the greatessstttttttttttttt

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