in so much agony and pain and

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why do u wish u were dead

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i have nothing.

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i'm also in an rv right now.

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it's hard to live in an rv.

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whats a rv?

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we have to get rid of everything.

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a trailer.

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it's a house on wheels basically.

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we are in an rv park.

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how long u been living there?

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about a year.

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how old are you? if thats okay

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i'm 42.

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42?

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i had open heart surgery so i live with my mother for now.

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yes.

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oh shit life must be so stressful dfor you

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im happy the surgeyr went well man

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it is. that's why i take medication.

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do things ever get better?

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thanks it was very successful.

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i try so hard to meet people's expectations and i js feel like i'm not worthy of being here . - ava

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no not really lol.

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42 is a great age!!

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hey my niece's name is ava.

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im so sorry you have to endure such hardships

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it's ok i'm used to it.

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what helps you guys get through every day?

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has life always been cruel to you? how lomg have you been wishing you were dead?

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sometimes , i js think the world is better off without me .

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cutting myself ngl

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since i was 12.

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my medication and therapy.

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30 years of suffering

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i have a genetic disorder.

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thats sucha long time im so sorry 😕

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im sorry youre all hurting

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purple ily

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ilyt red

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