well whoever blocks me will have to miss out idk

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i think im in a constant loop of missing him

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I'm out at dinner rn and just chilling outside because I wanted a breather from this cral

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Crap

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My friends are great. But not to the point i can bent to

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i just want him back but at the same time hes so bad for me..

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Nods.

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that okay, same here blue

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I understand.

31401 - 

dwelling on what you dont have will keep you in the past and you will never grow

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u can talk

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Dinner sounds good. What'd you eat?

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Are you out on a date?

31401 - 

but what if the past me, had everything i want now

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because i’m hilarious! (i know i’m not most of my humor is random and i’m sorry for polluting this world with more stupidity but one day i will end my life and make room for better people)

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she was pretty.. funny, confident, had a what she thought was a loving boyfriend at the time

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so don’t worry

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I was kinda treated similarly when we went to a similar restaurant for my birthday a few months back, my dad and brother made me miserable

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Don't say that, Purp.

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No don't give up!

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now shes a miserable creature rotting in bed for the last 2 months, unable to do anything but cry and complain

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but it’s true, even my dad who is a hypocrite is smarter than me and has made more differences than me

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To experience growth and change is to live.

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i lost myself and i cant

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(Red) you need to seriously let him go. He would have hurt you worst. I mean, I don't think I'm gonna get married because of what happened to me. I don't even go near man.

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there were people who had to do hard work at my age, i’m just a depressed teenager who struggles to communicate with everyone and stares at my phone all day

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i know blue, i know everyone is right.. i know he wasnt good for me. but oh gosh i cant move on.

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Some people leave our lives. This makes room for new things and new people

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i’ve hurt the ones i love. they love me too and i don’t know why.

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i don’t want to hurt them anymore.

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sometimes you fall out of vibration

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his girlfriend is still my primary friend... we dont talk but i hve her location.. shes at his house

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i don’t want to suffer anymore.

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she didnt unadd me on anything, she told him not to talk to me

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it hurt me so much now that hes gone

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dwelling will only cause more pain

38891 - 

Why does it feel kinda awkward to vent even though we are private? Lol

40304 - 

but how do i stop dwelling?

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i used to get that same feeling blue lol

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They make me feel like I'm selfish for standing up for myself or wanting to correct someone who was actually wrong

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