Damjit im white again hold on im refreshing

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i cant take it when he starts making up stuff to blame me for so i talk back and correct him. he got physical and was grabbing me and getting up in my face threatening me

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Why is light blue spitting pure wisdom

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and i genuinely havent gotten proper sleep in like so longg

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and i keep picking at my face and making srupid scars and i hate everythingg about myself !!

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is that the worse its been, white? or has he done more?

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Some of the earliest and most consistent findings have been the elevated nocturnal body temperature in depression ,12,36,37 and a circadian rhythm of Cortisol with loss of the normally occurring early

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Im gonna kill myslef but i cant even

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I ve tried so manh timws ans i always fail

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God I actually feel so much better, this site is amazing. Everyone on here comforting others please know you're making a difference.

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please don't blue, things can get better

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because smarts xD

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Blue :(

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And then i just get made fun of by my mom becauselike

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its confusing like. i know the reflection in the mirror is me. its a fact. but i dont feel like it. i dont feel like myself.

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I cant even taken my own life

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cyan def has someone close to them be suicidal

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I cant get better

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therefore has the insight

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he has beaten me many times before, said lots of degrading things, takes my money, tells me my mom and half-sister dont love me (theyre not in my life)

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i havent felt like myself for years

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Blue i promise things WILL get better

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you can get better blue

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everg time i try to getbetter i jsut

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then yes, that's definitely abuse, white

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he's also held me by my neck before and shoved me into a wall

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fall back into the hoke i try to getout so hard

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Depersonalization-derealization disorder (DDD) often shows up with other mental health conditions. It happens when you feel like you're watching your life from outside your body.

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To the white doing a long paragraph, if that was you before asking if your dad was abusive. If you think he is, he is.

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have you toldanyone about his actions?

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I mnow how it feels blue js keep trying

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And i feel so Numb

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And whn i do feel anything it feels so bad

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Some people say that life is a game, which has its own rules and stages. This implies that life is essentially a competitive arena, where we are competing with everyone else to get on top. It basicall

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green you wouldn't happen to have a tag perchance, would you?

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because evrythinf i feke is so exggerated

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What's a tag yellow

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coral

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oh-

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yes but theyve always told him so i cant trust ppl anymore. my closest friends know too. i recently told ppl that work for the company im sponsored by

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