White i know how you feel ive been SA'D multiple times. That man deserves to fucking die

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i'm really not

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will do blue

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people could read that and think oh! he's better ok yay! but i'm not

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i'm worsei'm way worse

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i need to get out of schoolfor at least a week theres this balcony that ive been sitting on for the past three days and today i almost jumped

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and now all i wanna do is find the stupid fucking knife or lighter or anything

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Im a day clean rn and im trying to distract myself by drawing red marks on paper

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ive never wanted to jump only od and

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how the fuck did i forget the breathing things i tell other people lmao

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damnit were are my pills

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i cant do this

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all i think baout is killing myself

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Ah found em

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I dreamed of her again. It’s the 3rd time this week. In my dreams, i try to talk to her but it doesnt work

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im so tired of this shit

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Okay pink so heres my go to, youre gonna have to be humble and pretend like you have awful stomach pain and its coming out of both end s

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everyone is so unhealthy and i can never do anything and it keeps overwhelming me

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i'm not good at this anymore

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I have a while jar that i am planning to take when i commit

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i can't do this anymore

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Venting this shit out did not help wtf it just made it worse

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I keep throwing up in the toilet after i est and im still just a fat bitch

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Like damn why csnt i be like other people.

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Literally

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Genetics

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i wanna be petite

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blame ur parents

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My ED started because my mother fucking saying i was fat

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My dads side is skinny my moms a fat bitch.

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your mother probably is fat

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yeah

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Fuck ur mom

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She cant be talking then

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Lol thanks yellow

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projecting onto her kid is weird

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hi again

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hi

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hello chat

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The insecurity is crazy

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