when i defended myself they started to scold me together

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telling i dont deserve this life

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telling they dont deserve me

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i do feel like do i really deserve this life

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they gave me birth did i ask them to give me birth

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they arent caring about my feelings

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all they think of me as a money making machine

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they never love me

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they will never love me like i love them

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i feel like self harming i can feel that itch

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but i cant

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i dont want to

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i dont want to self harm

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am i self harming for these people

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i have gave a promise to bangtan to not kill myself and also not to self harm

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i should keep up that promise

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i genuinely want to slap her

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she fucking hates me

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I really want to vent about academic stresss

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Academic stress

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Go ahead purple -Gloom

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hey

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I just can't fo us in myself and my studies its like i am sucking at it in all possible ways right now

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Howdy Cyan -Gloom

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hi

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I'm sorry to hear that Purple -Gloom

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Im doing bad in tests and not improving at all

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Its messing me up

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im getting bullied

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I feel like i cant have an access to my friends to vent out

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I really wanna be good and have a smooth academic year

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I'm dying to get into med school and its horrible , the journey

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things are starting to feel less enjoyable, my connections with people don't feel as strong

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I feel lonely wnd and i have a constant urge to talk to someone but i cant reach out people

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loneliness is a killer. i have community

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but it doesnt feel good to feel so disconnected

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.

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hey y'all

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hi -noel

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april is in my mistress face

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