Its midnight rn and i havent slept in like three days because ive been contemplating suicide and writing down my notes. And i have two more to finish.

40149 - 

alot of people experience true despair.

36734 - 

Celebrate!

40157 - 

sometimes i just say rly messed up shit when i dont mean to😭 like today i told this guys leaning back in his chair i hope you crack your head open but i was like joking but it sounded bad 😭

40155 - 

what is being celebrated I missed it

36734 - 

red like I said must be great to enjoy what you want to be

35097 - 

cause all I want is FUCKING DEATJ

35097 - 

i think im crazy

40155 - 

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK AM I LIVIJG FOR AHAHAH

35097 - 

have u guys watched hazban hotel

40155 - 

ITS NOT A MATTER OF OOO I WANNA BE A DUDE YAY NOW IM A FUFE

40149 - 

fart all over me daddy

40158 - 

Is the competition to compete over who wants to die more based in the assumpation that whoever does is suffering the most, and more deserving of respect?

36734 - 

i love hazbin

40149 - 

Man life must be fucking simple to know what gender yoi want to be, so focused and simple

35097 - 

Bruh I just want extreme chaos and calamity

35097 - 

and bloodbath

35097 - 

i want to die and explode and burn it all

35097 - 

IF THATS ALL YOU THINK ABOUT THEN DO ITM

40149 - 

angelsdust is so sad

40155 - 

poop on me and spank me

40158 - 

weirdo

40155 - 

exactly

35097 - 

I think it's not good to fight over who is suffering more.

36734 - 

Find some pills. Take them. MIGHT NOT WORK THE FIRST TIME, IVE HAD EXPERIENCE. But it gives you a taste of dying and you drift off ti sleep and maybe you wont wake up.

40149 - 

Yeah i know. Im pissed that they are saying im not suffering because im trans.

40149 - 

Even though morally I think red is more disrespected '

36734 - 

why are u telling other ppl to kill themselves

40155 - 

:D

35097 - 

I probably shouldn't have said that idk

36734 - 

pills are the most stupid and pathetic way to do it simultaneously

35097 - 

my white blanket got stained last night bc i relapsed T-T

36209 - 

I am not very good at shutig the fuck up

36734 - 

no offense

35097 - 

na like I rather just burn down my house

35097 - 

Because they keep saying they have it worse then me and my life is simple since im trans Ive been fucjing ctting my wrists since seven and i have attempted 6 times.

40149 - 

Then do it. Idrgaf.

40149 - 

i just hope my enemies were my neighbors

35097 - 

life sucks womp womp were all going through it, some people have it a lot harder but i dont think its worth anyone taking their life away

40155 - 

then do it :D why don't you ? oh wait cause you have a fucking reason to live ahah

35097 -