I cant even taken my own life

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cyan def has someone close to them be suicidal

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I cant get better

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therefore has the insight

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he has beaten me many times before, said lots of degrading things, takes my money, tells me my mom and half-sister dont love me (theyre not in my life)

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i havent felt like myself for years

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Blue i promise things WILL get better

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you can get better blue

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everg time i try to getbetter i jsut

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then yes, that's definitely abuse, white

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he's also held me by my neck before and shoved me into a wall

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fall back into the hoke i try to getout so hard

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Depersonalization-derealization disorder (DDD) often shows up with other mental health conditions. It happens when you feel like you're watching your life from outside your body.

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To the white doing a long paragraph, if that was you before asking if your dad was abusive. If you think he is, he is.

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have you toldanyone about his actions?

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I mnow how it feels blue js keep trying

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And i feel so Numb

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And whn i do feel anything it feels so bad

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Some people say that life is a game, which has its own rules and stages. This implies that life is essentially a competitive arena, where we are competing with everyone else to get on top. It basicall

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green you wouldn't happen to have a tag perchance, would you?

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because evrythinf i feke is so exggerated

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What's a tag yellow

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coral

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oh-

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yes but theyve always told him so i cant trust ppl anymore. my closest friends know too. i recently told ppl that work for the company im sponsored by

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i just wish my mom woukd die. so id have to live with my shitty father. just so i can feel like it is actually dhitty.

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its like a nickname

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dehumanizes other people and sees them as either competitors or products to exploit.

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Blue i get it you can talk to us but pls try to get better ik u can

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life IS a competition, of survival.

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cuz everything i feel, feels like its not justified.

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Nickname for in here?

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nvm sorry for bothering you though

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people forget that nowadays

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sorry

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yeah

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I hate ventscape on my phone omg let me see all yhe messages

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I cabt get better

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No

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cause we are so fucking naive

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