you switched colors again

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i have a cat right now and shes threatened to take her away a couple times and i cant help but think oh my god ill fucking kill myself

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omg purple you gotta eacape

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this cat is all i feel i have

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you gotta escape with your cat

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yk im rlly trying to get better like i eat so much more then i normally did and shit just so i can be there for her and support her but she has other ppl she likes better then me and vents to

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i remember that time she threatened to take actually everything i loved away like not let me out the house

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even not let me draw

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omg i feel you bruh you gotta get the heck outta there

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im not with her right now

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what if i just relapsed

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dude im so fucking fat..

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nobody cares anyway

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red your not fat

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i use to feel like she was right to treat me that way

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i have a body fat percentage of 16% dude im a fucking binge eater

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if you're not with her how is she threatening you?

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my mom got pregnant not on purpose and she told me like 2 weeks b4 she told me this that she only needs one daughter and the baby is a girl...

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she on that stalker grindset ong

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she could very much just come over here and do whatever

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wtf do you have to move towns to get away from her

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punch her in the stomach cyan lol that kid doesnt need to come into a world with a bitch like her as a mother

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guys what if i just stopped trying and just let myself go and dont eat and relapse bc like no one cares anyway im not even that important

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PUNCH GER STOMACH IS CRAZY..

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dude i need to lock in so fucking bad i cant even see my ribs anymore

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the song someday ill get it by Alek Olsen is omfg so real

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and she can say "your the reason that im clean for so long" but i know she's lying bc other friends of her are much much more important to her

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what am i doing wrong

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i try so hard to be there for her and let her know she can let it out with me

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am i that annoying?

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i’m so tired

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im mentally done

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same

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omg my messages stopped coming in

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like a minute ago

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wtf

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like i can not take this shit anymore

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anyways dont do that yellow you'll suffer

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and im acting like im fine and eating and not doing sh but idk if i feel like that inside

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real asf cyan dont take their shit no mo

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