How do I stop feeling so utterly disgusted by my own body

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if you came here you dont wanna die

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clearly

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trust me if you did.

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you'd do it in a instant

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i just keep eating disgusting junk food to deak with all the guilt which in turn makes me disgusting

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huh

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i hate being fucking trapped in this body

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bro

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i said

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youd do it in an instant if you wanted suicide

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u wuldnt even contemplate

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I don't want suicide

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I dont want to die, not deep down i just wanr it to stop

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I can feel my body and it feela wrong

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Everything is just wrong

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i dont know what i am supposed to do

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Is anyone here ?

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Yes

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Hi

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Greetings

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Are you okay ?

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My little sister just got home an she always wants to hug but im extremely touch averse n her hugs are always too long an she touches my hair after.

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i'm sorry ur struggling, anon. it'll get better. keep holding on

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I know shes just innocent and likes affection but i can pull away n she won't let go for another minute or two its agonizing n i feel like shit for feeling that way

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Hiiii everyboooddyyy

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Teehee

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She asked if she could walk in my room but i said no. But it's really just to avoid being hugged.

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I feel like i can't get out, the pressure of someone waiting in expectation to socialize is overwhelming me

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I've told her a boundary before that I don't mind short side hugs and i guess she already forgot i said that.

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ello :3

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Even if i try to give a short side hug when i pull away she'll tug my arm tight or grip my wrist really tight with both hands.

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yall so dark tf-

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hiii badies-$$

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I just really fuckin hate being touched and i can't stand it anymore. The only time i get any peace is if I'm literally sick an say don't get close im sick

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hiii-$$

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How many times do i have to make my body rigid and say "okay okay" "alright" and physically trying to pry out of her arms will it take for her to understand.

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I've spoken up, I've set a boundary verbally and still it's like my fuckin feelings don't matter

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heyyy-alexa

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I feel like an awful person because i know she's just innocently wanting affection from family but being touch averse makes it absolutely hellish for me

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