can i vent by the way?

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im not allowed to touch a car

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yeah go ahead

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im scared to go out anyways

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Go ahead yellow

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legally if i commit a crime i would be sent to the hospital because insanity

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i love him so much this is the only time i’ve actually felt love even if i’ve never met him i love him i’d die for him

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so i cant even fucking leave my house

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but he can’t die

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Oh

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god he can’t die

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i have so much i need to work on but i just cant

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but his health is terrible

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nobody is helping him nobody

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and i can’t even if i wanted to

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i have so much i need to do but im not ready

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bruh at least he has somebody to care for him

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my family fucking told me to die

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and i don’t know how to convince him to get help

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i feel like im so stupid

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it feels like my brain is rotting

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i can hardly think

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he has a physically abusive dad that has encouraged him to attempt suicide

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and his mom didn’t do shit

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no one cares

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nobody did shit i hate them

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my life could have been different if even one person spoke up about it

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they all saw how i live but they dont care

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they like my parents

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and i was always annoying anyways. who cares

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i want to hug him once before he dies i don’t know when he will die but i want to meet him

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yeah fuck it see ya

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i dont want to die i just want it to be different

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i wish i could be there and hold his hand

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but i think if i had a chance to redo it all, it do it exactly the same

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just to screw myself over once more

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he said i actually helped him

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that means the world to me

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fuck i cant even spell

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he means the world to me

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