and almost everyone i known has touched me

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I understand, i dont want you to worry about me later on

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or sexualized me

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i cant listen to people defend literal chilf abusers 😀

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do you want to try giving me your trust

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and beside I am straight

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Im not defending her im suicidal and i need help that i dont have access to and i know that and can accept that

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then why arent you helping yourself?

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you cant get angry at grooming victims

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theyre VICTIMS

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There is no helping myself if i could i would have

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block her

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cut contact

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youve already helped yourself by doing that

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its not that simple

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...

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have you ever delt with something like this before personally?

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yes

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multiple times

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a little

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alright carry on them

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then**

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im phrasing this awfully

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but you need to try and vreak the mindset that you cant get yourself out

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yeah kinda 😭

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your best chance is yourself you absolutely can help yourself

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you dont need someone else to do it for yoy

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there are things you can do to get out of that situation

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...

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are they even here?

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idk i hope so

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yeah..

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i know how it feels when they are your entire world and the only thing that makes you happy

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but its not real hapiness

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i have no concept of time

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every day is the same

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can you guys see me

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yes purple

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or ami bant

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yeah we can purple

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