no one cares

39781 - 

nobody did shit i hate them

39782 - 

my life could have been different if even one person spoke up about it

39781 - 

they all saw how i live but they dont care

39781 - 

they like my parents

39781 - 

and i was always annoying anyways. who cares

39781 - 

i want to hug him once before he dies i don’t know when he will die but i want to meet him

39782 - 

yeah fuck it see ya

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i dont want to die i just want it to be different

39781 - 

i wish i could be there and hold his hand

39782 - 

but i think if i had a chance to redo it all, it do it exactly the same

39781 - 

just to screw myself over once more

39781 - 

he said i actually helped him

39782 - 

that means the world to me

39782 - 

fuck i cant even spell

39781 - 

he means the world to me

39782 - 

im suppose to be writer and i cant even spell

39781 - 

it feels like all i do is wait

39781 - 

wait for things to get better

39781 - 

things change, but its just new scenery. its all the same

39781 - 

every day is the same

39781 - 

do you remember drinking in the parking lot by the trailhead?

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its like i havent lived a day in my life, and yet time keeps passing by

39781 - 

i see you for a moent, then the morning comes and it's wasted

39748 - 

i keep asking myself what am i doing?

39781 - 

we listen to only the good die young and we laughed about its statement

39748 - 

but time keeps moving

39781 - 

it feels so fast, but so slow

39781 - 

we walked in the same direction, but we both got lost in your angst and my impatience

39748 - 

i just want to be okay

39781 - 

decent even

39781 - 

did you find what you were looking for?

39748 - 

i just want it to stop hurting so badly

39781 - 

some escape from your skin

39748 - 

everything hurts

39781 - 

you know that place you were dreaming of where all light comes in

39748 - 

i just want to sleep

39781 - 

i hope you know i grew my hair out long and your sister's just fine

39748 - 

i keep burning my bridges down just to keep you alive

39748 - 

do you remember looking from the fire tower at the sunset?

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