im doing my school work now 😭😭

39781 - 

How is it

39798 - 

i think whats making me upset the most. is that my father soesnt act like a father and doesnt fulfill his role as a father

39799 - 

Are you real people?

39800 - 

yeah we are

39781 - 

and I think tbh. I just need to accept that to move on

39799 - 

why dont we have a choice? why can i not buy a painless medicine to die? is it really better for me to suffer from a rope or spray my brains? possibly traumatize others thaqt do want to live?

157 - 

Aww im sorry to hear that

39798 - 

I cant be stuck getting upset at every single thing he does. I just have to accept he doesnt. and will not fulfill his role as a father. ever

39799 - 

Cause its just going to destroy my day ever day

39799 - 

whats yalls preferred way to go out

39781 - 

Yellow why are you letting this affect you so much

39798 - 

ideally, nitrogen gas asphyixiation. seems fairly nice.

157 - 

thats a strange question

39799 - 

niceee

39781 - 

i want to freeze

39781 - 

but if going for max effective ness drug OD, then gun.

157 - 

after a while your brain tricks you into feeling all warm and fuzzy, and that youre going to be okay

39781 - 

I am upset and annoyed because my father doesnt fulfill his role as a father. Im not sure whats confusing about that

39799 - 

good luck saving somenow overdosing with half his face missing

157 - 

Thats dark bro

39798 - 

Im sorry to hear that yellow

39800 - 

i live darker. bro.

157 - 

i dont want to die because i wont i have control of what happens to my body after

39781 - 

as if my biological father did any better, now my step father is another one as well

39799 - 

death would actually be a light.

157 - 

you can write a will

39799 - 

i mean physically

39781 - 

theres a lot of creeps out there

39781 - 

yeah. a will

39799 - 

well. ig it would depend on whos gonna be around

39799 - 

i dont want someone to touch my body, not a will

39781 - 

lol..what?

157 - 

youre dead.

157 - 

so?

39781 - 

I feel like your not getting my point 😭? but its whatever lets move on

39799 - 

so, you are no longer in possesion of your physical body, its not yours anymore.

157 - 

i dont want someone to disrespect me like that after im dead

39781 - 

well personally i dont want someone to do that, so

39781 - 

What are we even talking about 😭

39798 -