all i need is my mom to take me ONCE and i can figure out the rest, but she wont even do that

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genuinely if i dont recover by 25 im killing myself lmao

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whats that um for

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Aw no cmon

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its a half an hour at most

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its a venting scape thats what its for

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Yeah

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she has to take me ONCE but she has no time

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nah bro ive been brain damaged for 7 years i cant handle it bruh

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but she has time to do all this other bullshit

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Could i ask how? What happend?

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if i dont go soon i dont know what will happen

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Shit that was probably rude, sorry

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i found an artist called penguinband

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its called "brain atrophy" and "schizophreniform disorder" i think

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Ah thats cool

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i couldn’t find much info on them but

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im fighting myself and trying to get myself to go while ALSO having to convince mom to take be again

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Oh

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they have pretty dark songs

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i fucking hate her

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i hate her i hate her i hate her

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Ah okay i see, cyan

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she says she cares but she doesnt

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green how old r u

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she tells me to talk to her but never will listen

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im 17

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once u turn 18 u can go on ur own

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good luck

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i know, i just cant drive yet :(

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can i vent by the way?

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im not allowed to touch a car

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yeah go ahead

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im scared to go out anyways

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Go ahead yellow

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legally if i commit a crime i would be sent to the hospital because insanity

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i love him so much this is the only time i’ve actually felt love even if i’ve never met him i love him i’d die for him

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so i cant even fucking leave my house

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but he can’t die

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Oh

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