i really need to stop turning this into humor

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its a good way to cope i suppose

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i guess

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that and focusing on others rather than myself

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i understand that

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i think i do it too much

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sometimes i can't help myself and i open up a little but then i try to immediately ask how someone else is or something

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I feel really depressed because me and my boyfriend don’t nearly as much as we used to. And it’s giving me high anxiety too. I feel alone

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you guys can talk to me if you need

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the same goes for you too

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someone told me i'm too worried and i think they're right sometimes

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i'm worried about one of my friends who's in a similiar situation as me

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what are you worried about

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i'm worried about one of my friends who also attemped

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and another one that doesn't go here as much so i can't contact them as often so i'm scared they'll disappear

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and another one who always pretends everything is okay

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i see. its understandable for you to be worried, but you should always take yourself into consideration too

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i have spent so long worrying about another person, that now i feel miserable myself. i feel stuck, and i wouldnt want you to feel the same

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yeah i know one of my friends told me the thing about how you need to put your oxygen mask on first before others

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i think i've been stuck for a while now

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i'm scared i made someone else feel the same way about me

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i don't wanna overwhelm people

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WAIT

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FUCK

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IM DO ING IT AGAIN

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okay

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anyways

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should i listen to a musical or idk

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YES

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okkk you choose

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i love musicals but ive only really watched hamilton and listened to the heathers playlist

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i love hamilton tho

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noo

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you need to listen to dear evan hansen and hadestown this instant

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or else i'll turn you into a naked mole rat <3

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OH YEAAA

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i watched the movie for dear evan hansen

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oh and be more chill

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and i have a few songs on my playlist

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oh i haven't seen it, is it good?

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