i mean im self absorbed too i think its normal right

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i feel like to be happy with it you have to be blissfully unaware

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and not have any sort of disease

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DISEASE OF DESPAIR UPON YOU!

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Yeah and that's what kills me (literally), time never stops and I'm wasting every minute overthinking it and being miserable

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yeah i was thinking that, theres a stat to say at 25 you've lived half your life

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like from your POV i mean as time speeds up

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we have all those years to be old and it just flies by and you die... so brutal

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yet im here typing here now

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well this is better than doing nothing

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I heard that too, that's when your body stops self-renewing and starts dying right?

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i think its just lack of new experiences

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its why so many people thought covid was a lot shorter than it was, everyday was the same

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school... entertainment... sleep... repeat

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Same here...I think I need to face my mortality to get amped up about living again

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blends in no memories formed etc

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yeah i mean im trending up myself this is just a temporary ropefuel day

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Yup, every day was the same for me

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Good for you, if you get the chance I'd recommend traveling

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yeah i mean I never have to be honest

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I am steve

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didnt even leave my city till last year, but at least it does invoke child like wonder in me

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My dude, you need to get out there! (if you want to)

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but i do want to travel with someone at least... need a bro

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bro i wanna go home lol

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hah its like i want to but i dont feel it you know

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Honestly just a short trip can work wonders...I think part of the slump I'm in is because I haven't been out

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yeah a trip down yonder could work but

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ive tried to go on walks, the thought i struggle with is how pointless it feels

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i feel like i transported to another reality

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as in sometimes, while i do walk daily, before I walk its like "whats the point"

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im freaking out

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the vibe here is off

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like at school

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people are acting different

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you ok there red ?

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Hmm, why not just alter your route? Or go somewhere different spontaneously?

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i got randomly blocked by someone i thought i had a kinship with

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no

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Sounds like you're going the same places, correct me if I'm wrong

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