i cant tell whats wrong with me

39422 - 

you can also open a incog or private tab, sometimes that fixes my issues with the site.

157 - 

being intelligent is annoying

39429 - 

my entire. life. has just been. so shit.

39422 - 

What happens to the long conversations about deep or silly things, pranks and dares, light-hearted but meaningful things?

39115 - 

like i see all the issues with this world and society

39429 - 

in hindsight. like. jesus.

39422 - 

It feels like that all disappears when someone really, really falls in love

39115 - 

jesus christ my entire life has always just been a downward spiral, hasnt it?

39422 - 

or that might just be my mental illness, but i think my intelligence is the cause

39429 - 

yeah life is kind of like that blue, whole lot shit for a the hope of something good. we all choose to do it, everyday, crazy huh

157 - 

like holy shit everything in this world is so comically flawed

39429 - 

and i dont want to be a part of it

39429 - 

its. insane. how nothing ever goes right for me.

39422 - 

ive been experiencing it my entire life

39422 - 

Most people like the build up in romance stories because of the "will they or won't they" aspect but I like it because they are learning about each other and getting comfortable and opening up

39115 - 

like go ahead and fuck up the world and society, just leave me out of it

39429 - 

we play the lottery of suffering or a chance, for a moment, to make this somehow relavent.

157 - 

i think "oh things cant turn out that badly" and the worse thing to happen happens.

39422 - 

for*

157 - 

hello ventscape

5432 - 

since i was a little kid!!!!!! nothing but awful fucking things.

39422 - 

but nooooo, there is a stigma around suicide and my body is hardwired against it

39429 - 

ITS SO FUCKING OBVIOUS MY EXISTENCE IS A BLIGHT ON THE LIVES OF EVERYONE AROUND ME AND YET I REFUSE TO DIE

37030 - 

this shit is so rigged bro

39429 - 

god

39422 - 

I COULD EASILY WALK TO THE TRAIN STATION RIGHT NOW AND END IT ALL BUT I JUSR DONT DO IOT

37030 - 

i wonder how many people, truly, not just their beliefs, actually had a life worth all of the suffering?

157 - 

none

39429 - 

im just.

39422 - 

we had a power outage, and my grandmother nearly died when she ran out of oxygen and we didn't realize

5432 - 

i dont know anymore

39422 - 

maybe the ones that died upon birth

39429 - 

FOR WHAT FUCKING REASON I'M CAUSING MY FAMILY A LOT OF ISSUES AS IT IS I COULD JUST DO IT IF I WASNT SUCH A FUCKING PUSSY

37030 - 

life is pain

39429 - 

i am disgusted by my mother's reaction

5432 - 

I mean like being occupied with themselves, getting physical, less like friends

39115 - 

somehow i am not surprised

5432 - 

i kinda wish i took that small window of opportunity to drown myself

39422 - 

nah i think people that died before the age of 5 had the best life, they didnt experience the dark side of life

39429 -