All i can hope for is for me to get sicker because maybe theyll pick me half dead off the street and have to fix me then

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My life is bad, literally everything. My family is terrible and strict, my school life is trash, I dont try and im just a living problem myslef, im all alone.

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I havent had a real hug in years

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im sorry i cant give better advice, im not american - so im unsure of any helplines or sources for you guys

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Where are you from?

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australia

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Nice.

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im sorry, yellow

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I think i might turn to god in a last sich effort

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hardly haha

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dont be sorry

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hello

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Ive never been a religious man, i was raised in the church though

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god, i wish the world was less cruel to people

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me too, coral

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But maybe if i pray and cry ill be heard by god more than a man

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Maybe god might have mercy on this wreched soul

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hello green

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I feel like im confeonting my finality

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Confronting

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surely there has to be some place that can help you medically, right?

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Im tired of looking to a degree

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Going in, being asked the same 100 questions, all to be told they dont know?

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you cant give up, coral

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I feel like i need a miracle

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who are we

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No miracle will save me

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Other people

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We're other people

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My life is already too fucked up

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so

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hm, how many people have you seen about it?

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Let me think

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Back when i had insurance

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why are we here

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you have to save yourself, ywllow

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yellow*

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beacuse our lives and mental state r fucked up

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Many specialists over the years, 10-15 total.

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drunk and want to help people, and you, green?

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